Well this is my second journal entry, writing stuff isn't my strongest point but I shall try to write whats basically gone on in the last 2 days. Firstly, yesterday which was the 15th I was at Belsonic which is a music festival that happens roughly around this time of year in our wee capital Belfast, me and my friends had to wait inline for three hours in the rain which was abit crap but it was worth it. Skrillex was the headliner and he had over Electronic music producer as supporting acts, first up was Dillon Francis which a surprise as me and my friends thought that he was going to be quite crap but he was really good and he put on a really good set, next up was Kill The Noise and he was so so good and he played quite a good set, next up after him was Knife Party which is basically two people from Pendulum and they were alright at the start of they're set then they got better through out they're set. Then after they were done, as the stage guys where setting up the stage for Skrillex looked amazing, before they had almost everything covered up and the support acts had they're equipment on a desk/table thing and they took that away, and the stage guy unvaled the "mothership" which is a stage that looks like a spaceship and they had smoke machines and machines that fire fire, it looked insane. Well basically Skrillex blew everyone away, at certain points of the songs there would be smoke and fire and the set was so good and so base heavy it was unreal then, at a point through the set the "mothership" began to rise and that was one of the highlights of the night, Skrillex is amazing showman he was getting everyone pumped and as he always does he was saying he loves every single one of us and in my opinion is pretty fucking cool and he thanked everyone. Basically it was the best night of my life.
Now to the part of the entry that is the title. Basically I was on a high from last night, I was so happy all day because of last night, so I was on the xbox in an xbox live party chat with a couple of mates that I've known from forza and my mate from the school went to join the chat and asked me if I got a phone call from the supermarket that he works in that I was trying to get a job in, and I said know then he told me that this dude that we know got the phone call saying that he starts tomorrow. Word can't describe how pissed of I was and I said to my mate what if they call me tomorrow and he said that he'd doubt it, that literally felt like someone just destroyed my soul, I was just thinking to myself and still am thinking to myself how did some wee bastard who has just left school at sixteen years of age and hasn't ever looked for a job in his life compared to someone who is eighteen years old has been looking for a job for over two years and has had two job interviews in the last two years and no luck other than that to get a job. It just completely broke me in two because I've been looking for over two years, that's TWO years and someone who's just left school gets a job within acouple of months, it's just not fair and I know lifes not fair but come on give me a break. I do get EMA but thats in the tech/college months but £20 per week is not enough and that wee lad who got the job will get EMA because I know that for a fact that he'll probably go to 6th form or Tech/College. So basically I'm incredibly upset at the moment because I was so happy, I was actually more than happy then getting news like that basically felt like I got punched in the stomach by someone, so yeah hopefully I haven't ruined anyones day and I hope that any of you that reads this have an really good day and an amazing night.